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This is going to make no sense but bear with me, please.

The reason I haven't submitted anything in, like, years is because I kind of had this big breakdown on the inside and did not tell anybody, not even my family, about it. 

 (don't read this if you're in love with the fandom and don't want to think otherwise) 

In a way Hetalia gave me comfort but I realised "they're not real, they will never be real" due to me thinking that, I realised I have really high standards and thought "no one will love me" and stuff like that (I could go on but I'm not going to)

Also, I have a really sh*tty past and for a while life right now is going downhill too.

I DEFIANTLY know people are worse off then me but its not like a can compare, right? 

I can't just have a conversation like
Random person: my mother passed away recently
Me: I was touched up by our baby sitter since I was 2, lol

Clearly people wouldn't do that unless they're assholes. And I'm not a asshole (hopefully)

So, yeah, although I should have told everyone before, I'm taking a BIIIIG break. Like, I'm leaving and I don't know when I'm coming back.

Bye guys~ I really love you all~ :iconjonghyunplz: Smile~

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HailieM Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2013  Hobbyist
Thank you for the watch =^ㅈ^=
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2n31 Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2013
thanks for fave
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byshirayuki Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013
:icondbthx1::icondbthx2::icondbthx3::iconheartrollplz:
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GoldKristall Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2013
Thanks for the fave >w<
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MistDream454 Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013
Thank you for the fave (/w\) :blush: :glomp:
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ShinaNyan Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2013
You're welcome ;)
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MistDream454 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2013
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:3 i just tagged you n,n :glomp:
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2n31 Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2013
thanks for favee
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Lacrimara Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2013  Hobbyist
Thanks for the fave ^^
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13Youko Featured By Owner May 15, 2013
Thanks for the :+fav:
:D
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