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Comment!!

1 min read
Comment on this and I'll...


1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your page for 10 seconds.

2. Tell you a color you remind me of.

3. Tell you what element I believe you belong to (water, fire, air, etc.)

4. Tell you which of your deviations I like best (if applicable)*

5. Ask you a question, that you must answer.

6. Tell you something I like about you.

7. Give you a nickname.

8. Tell you what am I doing right now.

9. Tell you what food/flavor/smell you remind me of.

10. Dare you to do one of these in your journal too, if you haven't already.

(I was dared to do this by :iconkushamisaru:)
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Short And Sweet

1 min read
Sorry for being generally inactive guys, school is being mean to me :P
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Fake Friends

1 min read
Taken from :iconmemowkitty:

There are some people who are getting too fake here on dA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are... Repost this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends."
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I got Tagged!

6 min read
First time doing this... I hope I've done it right. ;~;

HERE WE GO!!

Tagged By :iconsherlockedhazza:

1-
**The rules:
1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create ten (10) new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
6. No tag backs.

I JUST REALISED I DID A TAG BACK, MWAHAHAHAHA. I DEFY THE RULES!!!

7. No nonsense in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this."
8. You have to tag 10 people.**

2-
A) I think I'm quite loud in person and the Internet, but I can be super mopey and quite a lot of the time.
B) I'm half cast/ mixed race through black and white. My black side comes from my Jamaican mum (although she was born in England).
C) I say I'm a Otaku although I become a wee-a-boo when talking to my cats. WE HAVE KITTENS! THEY ARE SO KAWAII- //slapped.
D) I'm a little on the chubby side, although I can hide it sometimes! :D
E) Me and my sister made our own religion called Calimeno, we believe In that! (It's basically Christian or Atheist, but you must watch anime! XD)
F) I'm a complete pervert! I love staring at people, mostly boys, obviously. There's one guy called Dylan, he has a girlfriend but I always smile at him! XD
G) I just worked out that I'm flirty, due to F.
H) I've only had one Holiday abroad/ Out of the country in my entire life!
I) I've been one rule 2 for 15 minutes already.
J) I usually have 2 Jamaican dishes a month.
K) ((yea, I'm doing 11 facts about me)) My mum and dad have broken up, they were never married though. My mums had several boyfriends and my dad has married some African woman.

QUESTIONS!!!!

**1. Favourite manga character?
2. Between The Notebook and Titanic....which one sucks the most?
3.  Your best pairing? Or OTP if you prefer
4. Which Hetalia nation represents you the most?
5. Spend 100 years eating nothing but your least fave food or spend 100 years surrounded by gits? Why?
6. The song you listen to the most these days
7. What would you wish for if a genie granted you one single wish?
8. A celebrity that pisses you off (running out of ideas here help)
9. Flying mint bunny or Gilbird?
10. If Beethoven jumped out of your closet wearing nothing but a black apron and a tie, how would you react?**


MY ANSWERS!!!!!

1- Hmmm... Zenki (real name Gou), from Black Bird
2- Never read The Notebook, soooo Titanic sucked.
3- Shit.Shit.Shit.Shit!!! I can't think! Ah, um- I don't- I can't even- GERMANCEST...!?
4- I would say Seychelles... She's a lot like my OC, Tuvalu (who I based off me). :iconheplz:
5- Surround by gits. You never said suicide wasn't an option :iconmingplz:
6- DROP IT! DUN DUN DUN DUN DUDUDUDUDUDUDDUUDUDUDU, DUUUN DUN DUN DUN DDDDDDDDDDD DUN DUN DUN DUN- Sporty-O Let Me Hit It (Audio Stalkers Remix) or the YouTube video called Let Me Loop It!
7- Anime world becomes real, I own it, with the included ability to transport/live there with a family member.... I DID NOT ONCE SAY 'AND'!!! Yes!!!
8- Hyuna, that bitch ruined Gangnam Style.
9- Flying Mint Bunny! It talks! And Gilbird sounds super raspy, so FMB it is! :)
10- Beethoven's first name was Ludwig... I would rip off his skin to reveal the oh Powerful Doitsu in all his might. Because that's my logic! :D


MY QUESTIONS!!!

1- Any pets? If so, what are they and how many?
2- Fave Hetalia Character?
3-  What would you do if you were sick and home alone, then Prussia came 'round and tried to take care of you? (:iconfrenchsquealplz:).... And why?
4- What would you name your Son and/or Daughter? (Hint, hint, you were with Gilb-//punched))
5- ICECREAM, ANGEL DELIGHT OR JELLY!?
6- Clanned? Clannad...? CLANNAD!? D'YOU WATCH IT!? Dango~ Dango~ Dango~
7- Have one of your parents ever snored really loudly? Like "SNNNOOOOOOORRREEEE!!!!"?
8- Fave football/ Soccer team?
9- Fave Abroad holiday/ holiday in Europe? Where did you go?

10- Do you feel sorry for The BTT? Since everyone calls them names:
Prussia - Narcssisist
Spain - Pedophile
France - Rapist
If so, why do you feel sorry for them?

TAGGED PEOPLE!!!!!

:iconawesomeperson26:
:iconshihachii:
:iconkumajiro-girl:
:icontygermane:
:iconsherlockedhazza: I TAGGED YOU BACK! SUCKER! Oh, just do the questions if you want to, you don't have to tag everyone. Personal request?
:iconjayalltheway:
:iconcardinaldesertfox:
:iconjaminhoney:
:iconwoolypig:
:iconaewsomsause:


This was fun... XD I hope you lot can do this! And people I didn't tag, you can steal this, but make sure you tag me in it and say you 'stole/borrowed' this!
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Suicide...

5 min read
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this.

You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time.
A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up."

Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying.

The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out.

It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days.
It's two years later. Most of the kids from school to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day.

People care.

You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before,
I'm here for you.

♥ It hurts. Things do eventually get better. don't give up. ♥

Copy and paste this as your journal to show people there are people out there that care.


((I stole this... The feels, eh...)
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